Live at The Merrow

by Osmium

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released December 9, 2019

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Track Name: Fester (live)
I am the boorish deplorable antithesis to your recumbent, cathartic, acquiescent demise and I fester like a virus. I will not be taken back as I beset, I've been planted to corrupt and divide.

Deeper I am drawn out now to a word behind your eyes.

I am violence, anger, aggression, deceit and I am the tempest, tumultuous by design. Forward, pressing onward to deposition I wont relinquish the crown as I beset. I've been planted to corrupt and divide.

Deeper I am drawn out now.

Inside out
Upside down
Can't break out
Wont back down
Track Name: Dysphoria (live)
The expression on your face
will never leave my mind
The fleeting time we've had upon this earth is passing by
and I can try to bide my time or cling to every second that I've lost
or focus on my task, looking forward.

I can chalk it up to unrequited love or maybe lust
I can never surely know
Its left behind in the dust

But i'm reminded as the hooves
They dance in circles hypnotizing
somehow guiding, but I'm lost


I gave you every ounce I had
Til all I had was nothing left

Open the gauntlet
Break down the walls


Will you surrender now (x4)


The expression on your face
will never leave my mind
The fleeting time we've had upon this earth is passing by
and I can try to bide my time or cling to every second that I've lost
or focus on my task, looking forward.

I can chalk it up to unrequited love or maybe lust
I can never surely know
Its left behind in the dust

But i'm reminded as the hooves
They dance in circles hypnotizing
somehow guiding through the hurdles and the burdens life provides
Track Name: Lucy (live)
The memory clouded as my mind
Buried deep and tucked away
until The pressure will cause the steam to
RISE

Its coming back!

I've been down to the crossroads
Lucy to shining sea
I gave her everything
And penned my name in blood


Deceiver

How could you ever truly expect for me to live like this

Contempt

I'm taking back whats mine and will exalt my name above the crown


Ohhh
Back down




The devil came back to me
To come collect my soul
I told her no refunds so whats been sold is sold
She drove a solid bargain
But I'm a swindler too
I turned the heat up and I wouldn't let her leave the room



Flash in the pan
Back where we started
This darkened energy

I will not bite the hand that feeds instead I go straight for the throat to take the head and watch it bleed


Consume

Engorge


The memory
Crystal
In my mind
Buried deep but not to stay
Until the pressure
Builds
The memory



I am the last contender
I am the last marauder
My throne is alabaster
I am the devil's master
Track Name: Back and Forth (live)
Hands tied
The straw man fallacies fall on me
Mindless
If only if only it were that easy

Bring me benevolence
Cuz lord knows I've seen enough
That voice was heaven sent
And when I fell you picked me up


Deliberating
Pacing
I'm goin back and forth and back and forth
Taste it
By the way it looks I'm goin back and forth and back and forth
If you cant decipher why i have no respect for a coward and a thief
Then I cant
Explain it
I'm goin back and forth prepare for war
Ohhhh


Hold your guns
Fill the barrel up
I just cant take it I've had enough
Say your prayers
Hit the lights
Camera action backstabbin time tonight


Paint me
A villain or as a French girl
Stripped down
To the bone
Nothing
Nothing left
I gave it all away


Pacing
Deliberating
I'm goin back and forth and back and forth
Taste it
By the way it looks I'm goin back and forth and back and forth
If you cant decipher why i have no respect for a coward and a thief
Then I cant
Explain it
I'm goin back and forth prepare for war
Ohhhh



I can not, carry the weight, down the long road
But god damn the scenery
Stand tall boy, pick up your feet when you walk

I got a whole sack of bones bagged up but they keep on sinking
So the skeletons piled up in the delta
Put some meat on the bones



Pacing
Deliberating
I'm goin back and forth and back and forth
Taste it
By the way it looks I'm goin back and forth and back and forth
If you cant decipher why i have no respect for a coward and a thief
Then I cant
Explain it
I'm goin back and forth prepare for war


My cups been filled to the top
But those lips still suck me dry every single time
I may be an anomaly but i see right thru that fire in your eyes


Bring me benevolence

Lord knows I've seen enough


Now once again I'm home
But home is only
where i stay
the hardest in my sleep
Now once again I'm home
But home is only
where i stay
the hardest is yet to come

I cant take this shit
I cant take this shit
I cant take this shit
Pull the god damn
Trigger you bitch
I cant take this shit
I cant take this shit
I cant stand


Hands tied
The straw man fallacies fall on me
Mindless
If only if only it were that easy
Track Name: Empty Inside (live)
This emptiness inside
Something I can't hide
I cannot find the light
But still I try

So back to my old ways
Back to my old days
Back to what made me the man I am today


I need a reason to live like this
Oh god somebody tell me why I even exist
If you cant keep up then why dont you fuckin quit?
Nobody wants to carry that weight

The more I see the more I hate
The more life seems to fade away
But I cant go back to yesterday
Its like I'm falling thru the fucking floor



This emptiness inside
Something I can't hide
I cannot find the light
But still I try

So back to my old ways
Back to my old days
Back to what made me the man I am today


So empty
Empty inside
Inside

Take Me
Down There
Let Me
Be Where
Everyone is
Dead Inside



I need a reason to live like this
Oh god somebody tell me why I even exist
If you cant keep up then why dont you fuckin quit?
Nobody wants to carry that weight

The more I see the more I hate
The more life seems to fade away
But I cant go back to yesterday
Its like I'm falling thru the fucking floor



This emptiness inside
Something I can't hide
I cannot find the light
But still I try

So back to my old ways
Back to my old days
Back to what made me the man I am today


This Emptiness
Empty Inside
This Emptiness
Empty Inside
Ohh
Track Name: Indulgence (live)
Come onnnnn

I feel it pumping thru me
This fuel, this poison
You gotta live first
before you can learn
I've been an honest man
I've been an honest man
I've been an honest man
And honestly that all I am


The fifth wheel on the wagon is the perfect place
to set that drink and walk away
Until the turbulence, I'll sacrifice my tongue


I feel it pumping thru me
This fuel, this poison
You gotta live first
before you can learn

I've been an honest man
I've been an honest man
I've been an honest man
And honestly that all I am



this road now I walk alone
Lost and drifting far from home
Tell me
have you been here before?
Cut down like a cherry tree
I never told i never told a lie
But these wooden teeth were a disguise


I've been an honest man
I've been an honest man
I've been an honest man
I've been an honest man
Track Name: Remembrance (live)
I remember on the first night, you said to me
Something to the tune of "you believe in destiny?"
I guess some things were never meant to be
Meaningless what you left for me
Upon this broken mantle where the demons never sleep.

You walked the broken step at night,
You walked the line and walked it proud
With Keith we briefly keep our vows
We hang em high or not at all


Again i leave across the ocean
Sails are drawn and i am floating
Onward further, drift away
The paths been paved, loop
The ways been chosen

I
Cant
Get back
Life
So
Abstract

Eyes glazed over as I'm staring at the page
Trying to figure out if this is love or this is rage


If theres reason for this pain
Or am i just so deranged
Am i wrong to feel that i have reason to complain?

I've over-complicated everything
But understood nothing
Was this all a waste of time or
Does it lead to something

I remember on the first night, you said to me
Something to the tune of "you believe in destiny?"
I guess some things were never meant to be
Meaningless what you left for me
Upon this broken mantle where the demons never sleep.

I remember on the first night, i think you said to me
That tequila makes you frisky
And you love to see the trees
We sat down on the couch as i rolled up the sticky greens
Then we headed to the bed and slowly closed our eyes to sleep


But now i sleep so lonely
Not at home, but so alone see
I let destiny, come get the best of me
Its meant to be.
Drifting forward, falling backwards feeling off
Until the end of time I'm lost in my own thoughts

I remember on the first night, you said to me
Something to the tune of "you believe in destiny?"
I guess some things were never meant to be
Meaningless what you left for me
Upon this broken mantle where the demons never sleep.

I remember
I remember it all

Everything
Everything

I remember it all

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