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Live at The Merrow

by Osmium

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Intro (live) 01:09
2.
I am the boorish deplorable antithesis to your recumbent, cathartic, acquiescent demise and I fester like a virus. I will not be taken back as I beset, I've been planted to corrupt and divide. Deeper I am drawn out now to a word behind your eyes. I am violence, anger, aggression, deceit and I am the tempest, tumultuous by design. Forward, pressing onward to deposition I wont relinquish the crown as I beset. I've been planted to corrupt and divide. Deeper I am drawn out now. Inside out Upside down Can't break out Wont back down
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The expression on your face will never leave my mind The fleeting time we've had upon this earth is passing by and I can try to bide my time or cling to every second that I've lost or focus on my task, looking forward. I can chalk it up to unrequited love or maybe lust I can never surely know Its left behind in the dust But i'm reminded as the hooves They dance in circles hypnotizing somehow guiding, but I'm lost I gave you every ounce I had Til all I had was nothing left Open the gauntlet Break down the walls Will you surrender now (x4) The expression on your face will never leave my mind The fleeting time we've had upon this earth is passing by and I can try to bide my time or cling to every second that I've lost or focus on my task, looking forward. I can chalk it up to unrequited love or maybe lust I can never surely know Its left behind in the dust But i'm reminded as the hooves They dance in circles hypnotizing somehow guiding through the hurdles and the burdens life provides
4.
Lucy (live) 04:41
The memory clouded as my mind Buried deep and tucked away until The pressure will cause the steam to RISE Its coming back! I've been down to the crossroads Lucy to shining sea I gave her everything And penned my name in blood Deceiver How could you ever truly expect for me to live like this Contempt I'm taking back whats mine and will exalt my name above the crown Ohhh Back down The devil came back to me To come collect my soul I told her no refunds so whats been sold is sold She drove a solid bargain But I'm a swindler too I turned the heat up and I wouldn't let her leave the room Flash in the pan Back where we started This darkened energy I will not bite the hand that feeds instead I go straight for the throat to take the head and watch it bleed Consume Engorge The memory Crystal In my mind Buried deep but not to stay Until the pressure Builds The memory I am the last contender I am the last marauder My throne is alabaster I am the devil's master
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Hands tied The straw man fallacies fall on me Mindless If only if only it were that easy Bring me benevolence Cuz lord knows I've seen enough That voice was heaven sent And when I fell you picked me up Deliberating Pacing I'm goin back and forth and back and forth Taste it By the way it looks I'm goin back and forth and back and forth If you cant decipher why i have no respect for a coward and a thief Then I cant Explain it I'm goin back and forth prepare for war Ohhhh Hold your guns Fill the barrel up I just cant take it I've had enough Say your prayers Hit the lights Camera action backstabbin time tonight Paint me A villain or as a French girl Stripped down To the bone Nothing Nothing left I gave it all away Pacing Deliberating I'm goin back and forth and back and forth Taste it By the way it looks I'm goin back and forth and back and forth If you cant decipher why i have no respect for a coward and a thief Then I cant Explain it I'm goin back and forth prepare for war Ohhhh I can not, carry the weight, down the long road But god damn the scenery Stand tall boy, pick up your feet when you walk I got a whole sack of bones bagged up but they keep on sinking So the skeletons piled up in the delta Put some meat on the bones Pacing Deliberating I'm goin back and forth and back and forth Taste it By the way it looks I'm goin back and forth and back and forth If you cant decipher why i have no respect for a coward and a thief Then I cant Explain it I'm goin back and forth prepare for war My cups been filled to the top But those lips still suck me dry every single time I may be an anomaly but i see right thru that fire in your eyes Bring me benevolence Lord knows I've seen enough Now once again I'm home But home is only where i stay the hardest in my sleep Now once again I'm home But home is only where i stay the hardest is yet to come I cant take this shit I cant take this shit I cant take this shit Pull the god damn Trigger you bitch I cant take this shit I cant take this shit I cant stand Hands tied The straw man fallacies fall on me Mindless If only if only it were that easy
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This emptiness inside Something I can't hide I cannot find the light But still I try So back to my old ways Back to my old days Back to what made me the man I am today I need a reason to live like this Oh god somebody tell me why I even exist If you cant keep up then why dont you fuckin quit? Nobody wants to carry that weight The more I see the more I hate The more life seems to fade away But I cant go back to yesterday Its like I'm falling thru the fucking floor This emptiness inside Something I can't hide I cannot find the light But still I try So back to my old ways Back to my old days Back to what made me the man I am today So empty Empty inside Inside Take Me Down There Let Me Be Where Everyone is Dead Inside I need a reason to live like this Oh god somebody tell me why I even exist If you cant keep up then why dont you fuckin quit? Nobody wants to carry that weight The more I see the more I hate The more life seems to fade away But I cant go back to yesterday Its like I'm falling thru the fucking floor This emptiness inside Something I can't hide I cannot find the light But still I try So back to my old ways Back to my old days Back to what made me the man I am today This Emptiness Empty Inside This Emptiness Empty Inside Ohh
7.
Come onnnnn I feel it pumping thru me This fuel, this poison You gotta live first before you can learn I've been an honest man I've been an honest man I've been an honest man And honestly that all I am The fifth wheel on the wagon is the perfect place to set that drink and walk away Until the turbulence, I'll sacrifice my tongue I feel it pumping thru me This fuel, this poison You gotta live first before you can learn I've been an honest man I've been an honest man I've been an honest man And honestly that all I am this road now I walk alone Lost and drifting far from home Tell me have you been here before? Cut down like a cherry tree I never told i never told a lie But these wooden teeth were a disguise I've been an honest man I've been an honest man I've been an honest man I've been an honest man
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I remember on the first night, you said to me Something to the tune of "you believe in destiny?" I guess some things were never meant to be Meaningless what you left for me Upon this broken mantle where the demons never sleep. You walked the broken step at night, You walked the line and walked it proud With Keith we briefly keep our vows We hang em high or not at all Again i leave across the ocean Sails are drawn and i am floating Onward further, drift away The paths been paved, loop The ways been chosen I Cant Get back Life So Abstract Eyes glazed over as I'm staring at the page Trying to figure out if this is love or this is rage If theres reason for this pain Or am i just so deranged Am i wrong to feel that i have reason to complain? I've over-complicated everything But understood nothing Was this all a waste of time or Does it lead to something I remember on the first night, you said to me Something to the tune of "you believe in destiny?" I guess some things were never meant to be Meaningless what you left for me Upon this broken mantle where the demons never sleep. I remember on the first night, i think you said to me That tequila makes you frisky And you love to see the trees We sat down on the couch as i rolled up the sticky greens Then we headed to the bed and slowly closed our eyes to sleep But now i sleep so lonely Not at home, but so alone see I let destiny, come get the best of me Its meant to be. Drifting forward, falling backwards feeling off Until the end of time I'm lost in my own thoughts I remember on the first night, you said to me Something to the tune of "you believe in destiny?" I guess some things were never meant to be Meaningless what you left for me Upon this broken mantle where the demons never sleep. I remember I remember it all Everything Everything I remember it all

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released December 9, 2019

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Osmium San Diego, California

After a long hiatus in releasing music, Osmium is proud to show off what we've been working on all this time. With some new members, downtuned guitars and a whole new presence Osmium has a fresh, refined sound. The rising choruses, eerie interludes and endless chaotic energy leave you never knowing what to expect next. ... more

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